One important thing to remember when composing music is the velocity. Remember to set the velocity in variation when composing a clavichord piece. I'm not perfect, but I'm a lot better than I was. I've been in sober living for the fall, because I got a little out of hand with a can of airduster, and ended up throwing up all over myself. I'm not ready to be 100% abstinent from all mind altering substances. Marijuana is a weak spot, and I'm not even sure if I'm done with heroin. But I am much better off. I have a head full of recovery now. I'm much closer to being completely free from all drugs. But I want it to come naturally. I don't want to force it on myself. It doesn't work when I do that. I'm doing everything that I can to stay in my right mind, and observe the effects of the drugs I use as they really occur, rather than see what I want to see. I don't really need to get stoned. I just think I do sometimes.